1 00:00:55,040 --> 00:00:56,360 Erika! 2 00:00:59,640 --> 00:01:01,880 Bring the pigs into the barn! 3 00:01:29,480 --> 00:01:32,320 Erika, the pigs! 4 00:04:33,640 --> 00:04:36,120 Bring the pigs into the barn! 5 00:05:42,720 --> 00:05:44,160 The coast is clear. 6 00:06:55,400 --> 00:06:56,480 Berta? 7 00:07:12,080 --> 00:07:13,280 You rascals! 8 00:07:23,240 --> 00:07:24,560 Just you wait! 9 00:11:58,560 --> 00:12:01,120 Hurry up, everyone's arrived. 10 00:12:01,200 --> 00:12:02,400 For me? 11 00:12:02,480 --> 00:12:04,480 Mother picked it out for you. 12 00:12:04,560 --> 00:12:06,000 For All Souls' Day. 13 00:12:07,440 --> 00:12:08,920 Come on, get dressed. 14 00:12:32,880 --> 00:12:34,960 What should I do? 15 00:12:35,280 --> 00:12:37,360 Watch what the others do. 16 00:15:09,600 --> 00:15:11,360 Holy eternal God 17 00:15:13,200 --> 00:15:15,840 Today, we remember the people 18 00:15:17,920 --> 00:15:20,120 You have called from our midst 19 00:15:22,040 --> 00:15:24,080 And also remember 20 00:15:26,040 --> 00:15:28,600 That we, too, must die one day 21 00:16:35,120 --> 00:16:39,040 Mother is gagging again. Her stomach does whatever it wants. 22 00:16:39,760 --> 00:16:41,680 Everyone hears it in the silence, 23 00:16:42,160 --> 00:16:45,080 but pretends not to notice. 24 00:16:52,280 --> 00:16:55,240 Blinking once means: I love you. 25 00:16:55,320 --> 00:16:58,600 Blinking twice means: I love you very much. 26 00:16:59,600 --> 00:17:04,000 We keep a tally of who gets the most blinks from Mother. 27 00:17:07,800 --> 00:17:10,119 Hedda is usually ahead. 28 00:17:10,200 --> 00:17:12,839 But only because she's our cripple. 29 00:17:27,079 --> 00:17:29,120 Thy kingdom come 30 00:17:29,200 --> 00:17:32,960 Thy will be done on Earth as it is in Heaven 31 00:17:33,600 --> 00:17:36,680 Give us this day our daily bread 32 00:17:37,360 --> 00:17:39,320 And forgive us our trespasses 33 00:17:39,400 --> 00:17:43,400 As we forgive those who trespass against us 34 00:17:43,840 --> 00:17:46,440 And lead us not into temptation 35 00:17:46,800 --> 00:17:50,320 But deliver us from evil, for Thine... 36 00:19:58,680 --> 00:19:59,680 And? 37 00:20:00,280 --> 00:20:03,920 Do you think next year your picture will be on the dresser? 38 00:20:06,400 --> 00:20:07,840 I'm not afraid. 39 00:20:08,840 --> 00:20:11,400 - You don't need to fear death. - No. 40 00:20:11,920 --> 00:20:13,520 I'm not. 41 00:20:13,880 --> 00:20:16,640 But I'm not getting in a box, I tell you. 42 00:20:19,640 --> 00:20:21,600 Nobody knows 43 00:20:22,840 --> 00:20:26,400 if you notice anything they do to you. 44 00:20:27,680 --> 00:20:30,600 Nobody can say 45 00:20:31,560 --> 00:20:34,720 if you don't notice anymore. What they do to you. 46 00:20:39,960 --> 00:20:41,840 I've seen them all die. 47 00:20:44,720 --> 00:20:46,480 I've survived them all. 48 00:20:48,840 --> 00:20:50,200 Your mother, too. 49 00:20:53,560 --> 00:20:57,280 - Yes, my Fanni. - I know, I know. 50 00:21:23,520 --> 00:21:24,760 Bye. 51 00:21:49,480 --> 00:21:51,800 Put a potato sack over Trudi's head 52 00:21:52,120 --> 00:21:54,240 and do it for your country. 53 00:23:53,240 --> 00:23:54,800 Looks like Mother. 54 00:23:59,080 --> 00:24:00,360 It is Mother. 55 00:24:19,000 --> 00:24:20,400 Who's the girl? 56 00:24:22,600 --> 00:24:23,800 Alma. 57 00:24:24,880 --> 00:24:26,280 That's not true. 58 00:24:28,560 --> 00:24:29,600 It is. 59 00:24:30,480 --> 00:24:31,800 It's Alma. 60 00:24:34,920 --> 00:24:36,720 But I'm Alma. 61 00:24:39,240 --> 00:24:40,840 She looks like you. 62 00:24:43,640 --> 00:24:46,160 Maybe her spirit passed into you. 63 00:24:46,640 --> 00:24:49,360 Perhaps you're not yourself, but her. 64 00:24:53,960 --> 00:24:57,720 I think she's just asleep. She doesn't look like she's dead. 65 00:24:59,320 --> 00:25:03,280 Maybe they thought she was dead and buried her alive. 66 00:25:04,000 --> 00:25:06,680 She stole the sugar beet from the cellar 67 00:25:06,760 --> 00:25:09,560 and is calmly eating it in her coffin. 68 00:25:17,560 --> 00:25:19,720 How old was she when she died? 69 00:25:23,120 --> 00:25:24,440 Seven. 70 00:25:27,120 --> 00:25:29,400 Why did she die so early? 71 00:25:33,280 --> 00:25:34,440 I don't know. 72 00:25:37,520 --> 00:25:38,840 She was ailing. 73 00:25:42,120 --> 00:25:43,360 At some point, 74 00:25:45,800 --> 00:25:47,880 she just didn't wake up anymore. 75 00:26:34,520 --> 00:26:35,600 Lia? 76 00:27:14,000 --> 00:27:17,160 What did you mean by she just didn't wake up? 77 00:27:17,240 --> 00:27:18,720 Sleep, Alma. 78 00:27:40,720 --> 00:27:42,880 What happens when you're dead? 79 00:27:46,080 --> 00:27:47,200 Nothing. 80 00:28:54,760 --> 00:28:56,240 It was a dream. 81 00:30:38,600 --> 00:30:39,760 Mama? 82 00:30:40,680 --> 00:30:41,680 Yes? 83 00:30:42,560 --> 00:30:45,600 - Know what I think is funny? - What? 84 00:30:46,920 --> 00:30:49,040 When I see a door handle, 85 00:30:49,400 --> 00:30:52,000 I know exactly what it tastes like, 86 00:30:52,480 --> 00:30:55,360 though I've never licked one. 87 00:30:55,920 --> 00:30:57,480 Isn't that funny? 88 00:31:01,760 --> 00:31:05,960 Probably because you always put everything in your mouth as a baby. 89 00:31:07,880 --> 00:31:11,120 Cigarettes from the ground, dog poop... 90 00:31:12,360 --> 00:31:14,440 - That's not true! - Yes, it is. 91 00:31:23,680 --> 00:31:27,440 But how did I reach the door handle as a baby? 92 00:31:27,520 --> 00:31:29,160 Time to sleep. 93 00:31:40,000 --> 00:31:42,080 Have you ordered the dumpsters yet? 94 00:31:45,240 --> 00:31:46,360 Shit. 95 00:31:48,880 --> 00:31:50,760 I forgot to call back. 96 00:31:54,080 --> 00:31:57,600 Order two small ones instead of a large one this time. 97 00:32:03,360 --> 00:32:06,720 And tell them to put them directly under the windows, 98 00:32:06,800 --> 00:32:09,080 so I can dump the rubble out with Lenka. 99 00:32:18,600 --> 00:32:19,480 Who was that? 100 00:32:23,080 --> 00:32:24,440 This girl, 101 00:32:25,760 --> 00:32:27,440 a few houses away. 102 00:32:28,400 --> 00:32:30,160 The daughter of the... 103 00:32:31,240 --> 00:32:32,320 one... 104 00:32:34,240 --> 00:32:35,480 whose mother died. 105 00:33:03,000 --> 00:33:04,200 Warm. 106 00:36:39,960 --> 00:36:41,920 Nelly, move, it's heavy. 107 00:36:49,200 --> 00:36:50,680 Wait, like this. 108 00:37:13,920 --> 00:37:14,920 Gotcha! 109 00:38:36,720 --> 00:38:39,000 Now cover your right eye. 110 00:38:39,440 --> 00:38:40,760 - Like this? - Exactly. 111 00:38:40,840 --> 00:38:43,640 And look at the X with your left eye. 112 00:38:44,960 --> 00:38:47,480 Exactly, now move slowly toward it. 113 00:38:50,360 --> 00:38:55,000 When the O disappears, you've found your blind spot. 114 00:38:58,680 --> 00:39:02,120 - Crazy, right? - Yeah, it was gone, unbelievable. 115 00:39:02,200 --> 00:39:06,040 - Simply gone? - That's literally your blind spot. 116 00:39:06,640 --> 00:39:08,960 - The optician said so. - You wanna try? 117 00:39:09,360 --> 00:39:12,600 - That's quite something. - How? On the left? 118 00:39:12,680 --> 00:39:16,800 Keep that eye closed, and then... Wait. 119 00:39:16,880 --> 00:39:20,120 - Like this? - Show me the glasses you chose. 120 00:39:21,040 --> 00:39:22,960 For me, it doesn't disappear. 121 00:39:23,320 --> 00:39:26,600 Because you're doing it wrong. I'll explain it to you later. 122 00:39:27,600 --> 00:39:28,720 They're chic. 123 00:39:30,080 --> 00:39:32,840 It's quite something when you consider 124 00:39:33,440 --> 00:39:35,920 that the world is actually upside down. 125 00:39:37,960 --> 00:39:39,520 The optician said so. 126 00:39:40,720 --> 00:39:43,120 The brain mirrors everything 127 00:39:43,440 --> 00:39:45,320 before it reaches our noggin. 128 00:39:47,000 --> 00:39:49,200 But is it like that for everyone? 129 00:39:49,760 --> 00:39:51,520 Everyone except you. 130 00:39:54,080 --> 00:39:55,200 Come on. 131 00:39:56,280 --> 00:39:57,600 Give it to me. 132 00:39:58,560 --> 00:40:00,680 - What are you doing? - Go ahead. 133 00:40:03,800 --> 00:40:06,960 Don't make such a face. There are worse things. 134 00:40:10,960 --> 00:40:13,480 Did you thank Uncle Uwe for the ride into town? 135 00:40:13,560 --> 00:40:15,920 No need to, I was happy to do it. 136 00:40:17,880 --> 00:40:19,440 What, sit down. 137 00:40:32,400 --> 00:40:33,600 What now? 138 00:40:37,120 --> 00:40:39,360 Did you get the glasses? Let me see. 139 00:40:39,440 --> 00:40:41,120 They look chic. 140 00:40:42,520 --> 00:40:44,200 Did you make sugar cake? 141 00:40:44,800 --> 00:40:47,000 - Give me a slice, please. - No, come in. 142 00:40:47,080 --> 00:40:48,240 Angelika... 143 00:40:50,320 --> 00:40:51,360 Say, Uwe, 144 00:40:52,520 --> 00:40:55,400 I can't wrap my head around the hydraulics. 145 00:40:55,480 --> 00:40:56,920 What's wrong this time? 146 00:40:57,000 --> 00:40:58,760 - Can you look at it? - Sure. 147 00:40:58,840 --> 00:41:00,840 You're getting crumbs all over. 148 00:41:08,600 --> 00:41:10,600 Hold the stroke down to your hips. 149 00:41:14,120 --> 00:41:15,520 Rainer, let's go! 150 00:41:17,280 --> 00:41:18,920 You'll rest in a minute. 151 00:41:39,640 --> 00:41:41,000 Two more weeks. 152 00:41:43,680 --> 00:41:44,920 I'll manage it. 153 00:41:45,440 --> 00:41:46,880 You have to manage it. 154 00:41:54,840 --> 00:41:56,560 The others don't sleep, either. 155 00:41:59,560 --> 00:42:02,240 With a bit more tension, I'll be fine. 156 00:42:05,800 --> 00:42:07,760 Then get it from somewhere. 157 00:42:11,440 --> 00:42:13,640 Practice the motions every day. 158 00:42:17,040 --> 00:42:19,640 You have time now to go in once a day. 159 00:42:23,800 --> 00:42:24,840 Excellent. 160 00:42:26,400 --> 00:42:28,480 But you're still using too much energy. 161 00:42:31,120 --> 00:42:33,920 Nice long strokes, and follow through. 162 00:42:52,000 --> 00:42:54,680 You can't keep up that pace for the full distance. 163 00:43:02,560 --> 00:43:05,360 You guys need to keep the movements in mind. 164 00:43:06,720 --> 00:43:10,480 Go through the movements every night before you go to bed. 165 00:43:10,880 --> 00:43:14,200 I often pretended I didn't notice how they looked at me. 166 00:43:17,000 --> 00:43:19,640 As if I were immersed in thought. 167 00:43:21,960 --> 00:43:24,000 But it was actually me 168 00:43:24,080 --> 00:43:28,040 who was secretly watching them looking at me. 169 00:46:23,080 --> 00:46:26,920 Mama, look. I can even do it with one arm. Look! 170 00:46:33,080 --> 00:46:35,280 Mama, you weren't even looking. 171 00:46:35,640 --> 00:46:37,640 I did, sweetie, it was great! 172 00:46:37,720 --> 00:46:39,800 That's not true, you weren't looking. 173 00:46:39,880 --> 00:46:42,560 How would you know? You were underwater. 174 00:46:42,640 --> 00:46:44,120 Come on, show me again. 175 00:46:51,680 --> 00:46:52,800 Great! 176 00:47:00,120 --> 00:47:01,120 Look! 177 00:47:02,880 --> 00:47:06,200 And one and two and three and four 178 00:47:06,680 --> 00:47:10,600 A hat, a stick, an umbrella 179 00:47:10,680 --> 00:47:14,360 And forwards, backwards, to the side, and one and two... 180 00:50:29,880 --> 00:50:31,040 Nelly? 181 00:50:35,400 --> 00:50:36,520 Nelly! 182 00:51:15,000 --> 00:51:18,000 I love it when the skin smells musty like a river. 183 00:51:19,960 --> 00:51:21,320 And the smell of cellars. 184 00:51:22,600 --> 00:51:26,120 I love the smell of cellars. I'm addicted to it. 185 00:51:27,440 --> 00:51:30,680 - And nail polish. - Yeah, but not as much as cellars. 186 00:51:32,400 --> 00:51:34,160 First, the smell of cellars. 187 00:51:34,240 --> 00:51:35,200 Papa's coming. 188 00:51:35,280 --> 00:51:38,520 Then river smell on my skin and then nail polish. 189 00:51:42,280 --> 00:51:44,280 Damn, it's so nice here. 190 00:51:45,760 --> 00:51:47,480 Isn't it nice here, children? 191 00:51:47,560 --> 00:51:48,600 Yes! 192 00:51:49,680 --> 00:51:53,040 Now I can do an underwater handstand with one arm. 193 00:51:53,120 --> 00:51:54,680 Yeah, really cool. 194 00:51:54,760 --> 00:51:56,440 And I found black sand. 195 00:51:57,880 --> 00:51:59,240 Muddy sand! 196 00:51:59,680 --> 00:52:00,800 Are you hungry? 197 00:52:00,880 --> 00:52:04,440 We have bread, cheese, sausage and wine here. 198 00:52:06,360 --> 00:52:08,480 I saw a grasshopper. 199 00:52:08,560 --> 00:52:11,000 Yeah, a big green grasshopper. 200 00:52:12,000 --> 00:52:13,240 What are you doing? 201 00:52:13,720 --> 00:52:15,440 Always up to some nonsense. 202 00:52:29,640 --> 00:52:32,600 Too bad you never know when you're at your happiest. 203 00:52:41,680 --> 00:52:43,560 Eight, nine, ten. 204 00:52:46,840 --> 00:52:48,880 One, two, three... 205 00:52:50,040 --> 00:52:51,720 That one counts three times. 206 00:52:52,040 --> 00:52:53,080 At least. 207 00:52:54,080 --> 00:52:58,400 Seven, eight, nine, ten. 208 00:53:01,000 --> 00:53:02,040 Eleven. 209 00:53:03,120 --> 00:53:04,320 I won. 210 00:53:13,840 --> 00:53:15,000 Warm. 211 00:53:42,200 --> 00:53:43,360 Does it hurt? 212 00:53:45,160 --> 00:53:46,440 Nonsense. 213 00:53:51,360 --> 00:53:53,720 First one to the oak tree. 214 00:55:26,440 --> 00:55:27,880 Tie a knot. 215 00:55:56,520 --> 00:55:59,200 Uwe, Uwe... 216 00:56:01,040 --> 00:56:03,120 I'll show you how it's done! 217 00:56:06,200 --> 00:56:07,800 That doesn't count! 218 00:56:08,400 --> 00:56:11,160 This isn't my bike! I'll do it again! 219 00:56:13,720 --> 00:56:15,200 Now I can do it. 220 00:56:15,600 --> 00:56:17,000 Now it counts. 221 00:56:21,320 --> 00:56:22,400 I got it! 222 00:56:23,480 --> 00:56:24,560 Yes! 223 00:56:26,400 --> 00:56:27,920 Into the tub! 224 00:56:31,800 --> 00:56:33,400 Volker, Volker... 225 00:56:34,440 --> 00:56:35,720 You can't do it! 226 00:56:40,280 --> 00:56:41,840 Now it's Irm's turn! 227 00:56:45,640 --> 00:56:47,320 Irm, Irm... 228 00:56:47,400 --> 00:56:48,600 You can do it. 229 00:57:01,520 --> 00:57:02,600 Come on! 230 00:57:10,680 --> 00:57:14,480 - I'm unlucky at such things. - It's got nothing to do with luck. 231 00:57:18,920 --> 00:57:21,040 Come on, someone else do it. 232 00:57:23,640 --> 00:57:26,120 - Try it again. - I'll do it. 233 00:57:29,120 --> 00:57:30,400 My turn! 234 00:57:38,320 --> 00:57:41,400 Angelika, Angelika... 235 00:58:21,360 --> 00:58:22,360 Now? 236 00:58:28,200 --> 00:58:29,200 Now? 237 00:58:34,720 --> 00:58:35,840 Now! 238 00:58:39,680 --> 00:58:40,680 Now. 239 00:59:17,040 --> 00:59:18,680 You've got a boner. 240 00:59:21,640 --> 00:59:22,720 No, I don't. 241 00:59:22,800 --> 00:59:24,920 - Get up. - Let's see. 242 00:59:25,000 --> 00:59:26,720 Better not. 243 00:59:26,800 --> 00:59:27,920 Stand up. 244 00:59:28,000 --> 00:59:30,200 - Disgusting. - Get naked! 245 00:59:31,400 --> 00:59:32,680 Get up. 246 00:59:33,160 --> 00:59:36,000 Pull down your pants. Angelika, pull down his pants. 247 00:59:36,080 --> 00:59:38,120 Not much to see, it's so small. 248 00:59:40,640 --> 00:59:42,040 Come on, Rainer, get up. 249 00:59:42,120 --> 00:59:44,040 Get up, get up... 250 00:59:44,120 --> 00:59:46,200 Pull down your pants! Take them off! 251 00:59:59,800 --> 01:00:00,880 Take it easy. 252 01:00:13,760 --> 01:00:14,760 Just here. 253 01:00:38,840 --> 01:00:40,640 Will you drive me to Gl?wisch today? 254 01:00:45,040 --> 01:00:46,040 Gl?wisch? 255 01:00:50,320 --> 01:00:51,880 What are you doing in Gl?wisch? 256 01:00:54,360 --> 01:00:55,640 Disco? 257 01:01:23,000 --> 01:01:24,360 Maybe. 258 01:01:30,080 --> 01:01:31,840 Where were you earlier? 259 01:02:15,000 --> 01:02:17,200 Drinking schnapps with the others. 260 01:02:43,000 --> 01:02:45,320 Will you drive me to Gl?wisch now? 261 01:02:55,200 --> 01:02:56,240 Sorry. 262 01:02:57,120 --> 01:02:58,720 I have other plans. 263 01:03:09,120 --> 01:03:11,160 How will you get to Gl?wisch now? 264 01:03:28,840 --> 01:03:30,560 Come on, go home! 265 01:04:36,120 --> 01:04:38,360 Today was good. Everything worked out. 266 01:04:47,920 --> 01:04:49,560 Everyone had fun. 267 01:04:52,760 --> 01:04:54,520 There was enough food. 268 01:05:00,120 --> 01:05:02,760 Haven't laughed that much in a long time. 269 01:05:04,640 --> 01:05:07,040 We have leftover pasta salad. 270 01:05:13,680 --> 01:05:15,920 The children were funny, too. 271 01:05:17,640 --> 01:05:19,840 I've never seen Anna laugh so much. 272 01:05:20,200 --> 01:05:22,120 She usually just complains. 273 01:05:25,640 --> 01:05:27,880 Good thing I baked another cake. 274 01:05:28,760 --> 01:05:30,800 Or it might've been too little. 275 01:05:30,880 --> 01:05:34,200 I remember how Mama never knew when to laugh. 276 01:05:36,360 --> 01:05:39,360 Whenever something was funny, she never laughed. 277 01:05:41,840 --> 01:05:44,120 She laughed when there was nothing to laugh at, 278 01:05:44,200 --> 01:05:46,680 when something bad happened. 279 01:05:46,760 --> 01:05:49,840 When someone died, she suddenly grinned. 280 01:05:51,120 --> 01:05:54,120 She didn't want to, her body did it all by itself. 281 01:05:56,000 --> 01:05:59,960 And the more she tried not to grin, the more she grinned. 282 01:06:00,360 --> 01:06:02,520 Until she had a real laughing fit. 283 01:06:04,320 --> 01:06:08,960 She covered her mouth with her hand so no one could see and turned red. 284 01:06:12,040 --> 01:06:14,960 It's funny that you turn red when you're ashamed. 285 01:06:15,480 --> 01:06:18,560 In your face, so everyone can see it. 286 01:06:31,320 --> 01:06:34,480 We played a prank on Mom for her birthday. 287 01:06:40,080 --> 01:06:44,080 It was Dad's idea. He always wanted to make Mom laugh. 288 01:06:55,800 --> 01:06:57,360 It never worked. 289 01:07:27,320 --> 01:07:29,200 Long may she live 290 01:07:29,280 --> 01:07:31,240 Long may she live 291 01:07:31,320 --> 01:07:33,960 Three cheers for her 292 01:07:35,080 --> 01:07:36,960 Long may she live 293 01:07:37,040 --> 01:07:39,040 Long may she live 294 01:07:39,120 --> 01:07:41,560 Three cheers for her 295 01:07:42,640 --> 01:07:46,440 Hip, hip, hooray! 296 01:07:48,560 --> 01:07:50,280 All the best, Mom! 297 01:07:51,080 --> 01:07:52,960 Let her grow old 298 01:07:53,040 --> 01:07:55,440 Three cheers for her 299 01:09:48,800 --> 01:09:51,560 I'm glad you got to know each other. 300 01:09:52,600 --> 01:09:54,800 Lenka doesn't know anyone here yet. 301 01:09:55,560 --> 01:09:57,240 Nobody lives here. 302 01:10:06,320 --> 01:10:07,960 How's your papa? 303 01:10:09,240 --> 01:10:11,400 Good. Hanging in there. 304 01:10:18,360 --> 01:10:20,120 Can I sleep here? 305 01:10:23,360 --> 01:10:24,560 Well... 306 01:10:27,600 --> 01:10:30,200 Well, if you guys want her to. 307 01:10:32,800 --> 01:10:33,920 Today? 308 01:10:36,120 --> 01:10:38,280 We'll have to ask your papa first. 309 01:10:43,120 --> 01:10:44,800 Nice cell phone. 310 01:10:45,680 --> 01:10:46,680 Purple. 311 01:10:47,680 --> 01:10:49,120 It was my mother's. 312 01:10:49,560 --> 01:10:50,880 I inherited it. 313 01:10:52,960 --> 01:10:54,280 Yeah, it's me. 314 01:10:55,280 --> 01:10:58,560 The mother of my new friend wants to ask you something. 315 01:11:06,960 --> 01:11:09,440 Yeah, this is Christa from house 10. 316 01:11:12,280 --> 01:11:13,600 Yes, from Berlin. 317 01:11:18,720 --> 01:11:21,200 So, your daughter is here right now... 318 01:11:23,080 --> 01:11:24,200 Good night. 319 01:11:31,480 --> 01:11:33,920 - Good night. - Sleep well. 320 01:11:36,240 --> 01:11:37,360 Sleep well. 321 01:11:50,760 --> 01:11:54,320 If anything's wrong, come wake us up. No matter what it is. 322 01:12:16,760 --> 01:12:18,600 Could you maybe sing me a lullaby? 323 01:12:23,040 --> 01:12:25,280 Did your mama sing to you at night? 324 01:12:35,560 --> 01:12:37,080 I have to warn you, 325 01:12:37,680 --> 01:12:39,840 I'm not such a good singer. 326 01:12:40,560 --> 01:12:42,000 Doesn't matter. 327 01:12:52,080 --> 01:12:55,040 Good evening, good night 328 01:12:56,400 --> 01:12:59,600 Covered with roses 329 01:13:01,200 --> 01:13:03,840 Adorned with cloves 330 01:13:05,240 --> 01:13:08,120 Slip under the covers 331 01:13:09,520 --> 01:13:12,640 Tomorrow morning, if God wills 332 01:13:13,560 --> 01:13:16,480 You'll wake once again 333 01:13:17,920 --> 01:13:21,080 Tomorrow morning, if God wills 334 01:13:22,000 --> 01:13:25,080 You'll wake once again 335 01:14:49,520 --> 01:14:51,560 Alma, let it go. 336 01:15:15,120 --> 01:15:16,240 Alma, don't! 337 01:16:57,960 --> 01:16:59,680 Work accident. 338 01:17:00,800 --> 01:17:02,520 Work accident. 339 01:17:04,560 --> 01:17:06,280 Work accident. 340 01:17:07,680 --> 01:17:10,680 If you say a word too many times, 341 01:17:11,120 --> 01:17:13,640 it loses its meaning. 342 01:17:14,720 --> 01:17:17,080 Fritz had a work accident. 343 01:17:18,200 --> 01:17:19,960 Work accident. 344 01:17:24,240 --> 01:17:27,280 Are they gonna take off his other leg as well? 345 01:17:29,720 --> 01:17:31,840 They're phantom pains. 346 01:17:33,280 --> 01:17:35,440 The doctor said this could happen. 347 01:17:38,200 --> 01:17:39,840 Now it stopped. 348 01:17:51,800 --> 01:17:52,800 No. 349 01:17:54,280 --> 01:17:57,760 He's silent because they put a stick between his teeth. 350 01:18:00,760 --> 01:18:02,240 If you listen closely, 351 01:18:03,720 --> 01:18:05,360 you can still hear his whining. 352 01:18:07,720 --> 01:18:09,120 Hear it? 353 01:20:30,440 --> 01:20:34,960 Funny how something can hurt that's no longer there. 354 01:21:08,400 --> 01:21:09,400 Warm. 355 01:21:12,600 --> 01:21:14,120 What's wrong? 356 01:21:15,480 --> 01:21:16,480 Nothing. 357 01:21:17,720 --> 01:21:19,200 Go back to sleep. 358 01:21:21,920 --> 01:21:24,120 Were you at Uncle Fritz's again? 359 01:21:35,120 --> 01:21:39,000 Mom knows things she shouldn't even remember, 360 01:21:39,080 --> 01:21:41,920 because she wasn't even there when they happened. 361 01:21:42,600 --> 01:21:44,600 She remembers, for example, 362 01:21:44,680 --> 01:21:48,480 that her sister Erika always stole Uncle Fritz's crutches 363 01:21:48,880 --> 01:21:51,920 to see if she could walk with just one leg. 364 01:21:53,000 --> 01:21:56,800 But if you ask her where she was when all these things happened, 365 01:21:57,200 --> 01:21:58,800 she doesn't remember. 366 01:21:59,720 --> 01:22:02,800 Maybe because you only ever see others from the outside 367 01:22:03,280 --> 01:22:04,720 but never yourself. 368 01:22:32,720 --> 01:22:33,840 Weirdo. 369 01:23:04,520 --> 01:23:06,080 Did you go to Gl?wisch? 370 01:23:15,720 --> 01:23:17,320 How did you get back? 371 01:23:22,680 --> 01:23:24,080 Hitchhiking. 372 01:23:41,560 --> 01:23:43,040 And who drove you? 373 01:23:56,800 --> 01:23:58,120 Your father. 374 01:24:01,560 --> 01:24:03,360 Was he at the disco, too? 375 01:24:04,480 --> 01:24:05,520 No. 376 01:24:13,440 --> 01:24:14,600 But? 377 01:24:18,840 --> 01:24:21,480 He drove by while I was leaving. 378 01:25:03,400 --> 01:25:04,480 Rainer! 379 01:25:07,880 --> 01:25:09,400 You're my cousin. 380 01:25:16,720 --> 01:25:19,760 But my father being your uncle doesn't bother you? 381 01:25:26,360 --> 01:25:27,440 What? 382 01:25:31,480 --> 01:25:34,160 Everyone knows you let him bang you. 383 01:30:22,640 --> 01:30:25,680 We always say, your actions are what count. 384 01:30:25,760 --> 01:30:27,680 A person is what they do. 385 01:30:28,440 --> 01:30:29,880 I don't believe that. 386 01:30:31,760 --> 01:30:34,120 I think you are where you actually are, 387 01:30:35,680 --> 01:30:37,560 while doing something. 388 01:31:05,240 --> 01:31:07,480 When I was with a friend, 389 01:31:07,920 --> 01:31:09,720 it didn't take long 390 01:31:09,800 --> 01:31:12,680 for everyone to say I spoke just like them. 391 01:31:13,440 --> 01:31:17,520 I even had to adopt things I didn't like: 392 01:31:18,440 --> 01:31:21,520 the high-pitched laugh, the kind of emphasis... 393 01:31:21,840 --> 01:31:26,120 I didn't set out to do it. My body somehow did it on its own. 394 01:31:27,400 --> 01:31:30,640 Dad sometimes said that it was enough. 395 01:31:30,720 --> 01:31:33,240 I should be myself again. 396 01:31:35,120 --> 01:31:36,720 But being myself again? 397 01:31:36,800 --> 01:31:39,640 My body couldn't manage that on its own. 398 01:31:39,720 --> 01:31:41,840 Then I became dizzy 399 01:31:41,920 --> 01:31:45,600 because I was trying to remember how I speak. 400 01:31:46,760 --> 01:31:49,120 So I said my name in succession 401 01:31:49,640 --> 01:31:51,800 until it seemed foreign to me. 402 01:31:53,400 --> 01:31:57,520 Then I imagined seeing myself through Dad's eyes 403 01:31:57,600 --> 01:31:59,560 and played the person 404 01:32:00,760 --> 01:32:04,360 he must envision when he says I should be myself again. 405 01:32:11,840 --> 01:32:15,480 How long can you act happy without anyone noticing? 406 01:33:02,720 --> 01:33:03,840 Work accident. 407 01:34:44,800 --> 01:34:46,960 It's been like this for days. 408 01:36:01,320 --> 01:36:04,400 Suddenly, Mother could no longer walk. 409 01:36:04,480 --> 01:36:07,200 The doctor couldn't explain it, either. 410 01:36:07,280 --> 01:36:11,400 Said she was perfectly healthy and shouldn't make a fuss. 411 01:36:11,800 --> 01:36:14,760 Mother did her best, but it was no use. 412 01:36:15,400 --> 01:36:17,640 Her legs no longer obeyed her. 413 01:36:18,840 --> 01:36:20,760 The doctor prescribed bed rest. 414 01:36:23,000 --> 01:36:25,080 In the evenings, we prayed to God 415 01:36:25,160 --> 01:36:28,040 that Mother would soon be able to walk again. 416 01:40:13,440 --> 01:40:14,800 Alma, where are you? 417 01:40:15,400 --> 01:40:17,000 Come out, you've won! 418 01:40:23,520 --> 01:40:25,280 Alma, are you around here? 419 01:40:25,360 --> 01:40:27,120 Right here! I'm right here! 420 01:40:27,200 --> 01:40:29,200 Alma, that's not funny. Come out. 421 01:40:32,360 --> 01:40:35,040 Here, I'm in the tree, Lia! Look up! 422 01:40:36,440 --> 01:40:37,880 She's vanished. 423 01:40:38,440 --> 01:40:40,240 Here I am! Here! 424 01:40:40,320 --> 01:40:41,560 Can you see her? 425 01:40:41,960 --> 01:40:43,800 No. Looks like she's gone. 426 01:40:43,880 --> 01:40:45,720 Here I am, Lia! 427 01:40:48,320 --> 01:40:49,800 I'm here! 428 01:40:51,600 --> 01:40:52,840 Help! 429 01:41:00,440 --> 01:41:02,600 Lia! Gerti! 430 01:41:04,040 --> 01:41:05,840 Here I am! Here! 431 01:41:07,560 --> 01:41:08,920 Here in the tree! 432 01:41:11,120 --> 01:41:12,600 I'm here! 433 01:41:20,400 --> 01:41:21,560 Lia! 434 01:42:03,480 --> 01:42:04,520 Alma? 435 01:42:23,680 --> 01:42:27,920 How you can tell if you're alive or dead? 436 01:42:29,240 --> 01:42:33,480 I got such a high temperature, they wanted to call the doctor. 437 01:42:33,560 --> 01:42:35,840 He wouldn't have known anything anyway. 438 01:42:38,640 --> 01:42:41,800 Trudi put her hand on my forehead, 439 01:42:42,200 --> 01:42:46,960 like she does to calm the cows when they have a calf. 440 01:42:51,120 --> 01:42:53,800 She spent the whole night by my side. 441 01:42:55,920 --> 01:42:58,280 Mother initially resisted 442 01:42:58,360 --> 01:43:02,600 when everyone said Trudi should put a hand on her, too. 443 01:43:02,960 --> 01:43:05,360 But in the end, she let it happen. 444 01:43:06,240 --> 01:43:09,800 I'm sure that's why she was able to walk again soon. 445 01:43:10,640 --> 01:43:14,520 The thing with Fritz was more complicated. 446 01:43:14,600 --> 01:43:18,680 Trudi couldn't just conjure up his leg again. 447 01:43:18,760 --> 01:43:20,360 Hedda was sure 448 01:43:20,440 --> 01:43:23,200 that the dogs had long since eaten it. 449 01:43:23,280 --> 01:43:26,200 But she was able to ease the phantom pain. 450 01:43:26,520 --> 01:43:29,280 She put her hand on Fritz's center. 451 01:43:29,360 --> 01:43:33,040 He calmed down and moaned much more quietly. 452 01:44:43,240 --> 01:44:45,840 With fat Berta, it was easy for the men. 453 01:44:45,920 --> 01:44:48,400 She couldn't have children by nature. 454 01:44:49,200 --> 01:44:51,480 Trudi wasn't so lucky. 455 01:44:54,200 --> 01:44:58,200 She first had to be 'made safe for the men.' 456 01:44:59,120 --> 01:45:01,400 As a maid, you had to be quick 457 01:45:01,480 --> 01:45:05,520 and hard-working and not miss work because you had a bun in the oven. 458 01:45:07,200 --> 01:45:08,720 I don't know exactly 459 01:45:08,800 --> 01:45:12,920 how they made Trudi become like fat Berta for good. 460 01:45:13,440 --> 01:45:17,080 But right after Trudi arrived here, 461 01:45:17,800 --> 01:45:20,320 she had to go away for a few days. 462 01:45:20,400 --> 01:45:22,600 It must've been then. 463 01:45:22,680 --> 01:45:24,520 When she came back, 464 01:45:24,880 --> 01:45:27,680 the male servants lined up at her door at night. 465 01:45:28,400 --> 01:45:31,640 I don't know if they put a potato sack over her. 466 01:45:35,280 --> 01:45:39,080 She wasn't any prettier than before, thought Gerti. 467 01:45:39,160 --> 01:45:42,200 She looked as if she'd been plopped down on earth 468 01:45:42,280 --> 01:45:44,480 and didn't know what to do with herself. 469 01:45:48,640 --> 01:45:52,320 Trudi once said Fritz's life was entirely in vain. 470 01:45:53,080 --> 01:45:55,800 I think Trudi also lived in vain. 471 01:45:57,040 --> 01:45:59,480 Maybe that's why she looked after him: 472 01:46:00,760 --> 01:46:04,560 so that it wasn't so lonely, living in vain. 473 01:47:02,360 --> 01:47:03,520 And? 474 01:47:05,040 --> 01:47:06,440 I don't know. 475 01:47:07,720 --> 01:47:08,800 Let me try. 476 01:47:13,680 --> 01:47:15,600 And? Is the fly still inside? 477 01:47:17,920 --> 01:47:19,320 I hear something. 478 01:47:25,280 --> 01:47:27,960 The last one will be dragged into the realm of the dead! 479 01:47:39,560 --> 01:47:43,120 The last one will be dragged into the realm of the dead! 480 01:47:43,200 --> 01:47:46,200 The last one will be dragged into the realm of the dead! 481 01:48:10,200 --> 01:48:14,760 Alma had been waiting all summer to drop dead or not wake up. 482 01:48:15,120 --> 01:48:17,360 But somehow God must've forgotten her. 483 01:48:22,840 --> 01:48:24,360 Instead, he took me. 484 01:48:36,400 --> 01:48:40,080 I might still be alive if Alma had been the last one through. 485 01:48:46,400 --> 01:48:49,560 Alma still wasn't dead by summer's end. 486 01:48:50,040 --> 01:48:51,840 But our great-grandmother. 487 01:48:52,240 --> 01:48:54,560 And then suddenly, me too. 488 01:48:55,200 --> 01:48:56,760 Don't cry. 489 01:48:57,800 --> 01:48:59,360 It wasn't for real. 490 01:49:14,520 --> 01:49:18,680 Alma thought great-grandmother was the only person who wouldn't die. 491 01:49:18,760 --> 01:49:21,160 As if dying wouldn't suit her, 492 01:49:21,240 --> 01:49:23,360 because she was so afraid of it. 493 01:49:27,600 --> 01:49:30,120 Then her time had come. 494 01:49:38,000 --> 01:49:40,840 She simply toppled over one night 495 01:49:40,920 --> 01:49:42,920 on her way to the outhouse. 496 01:49:44,400 --> 01:49:46,880 She must've had urgent business to attend to. 497 01:49:47,560 --> 01:49:50,320 Hedda laughed and said she must've been scared shitless 498 01:49:50,400 --> 01:49:52,840 when she realized the end was near. 499 01:49:54,840 --> 01:49:58,040 She had already pulled up her robe 500 01:49:58,120 --> 01:50:00,600 so it would go quicker when she got there. 501 01:50:01,120 --> 01:50:03,400 But she never arrived. 502 01:50:05,320 --> 01:50:09,280 Father said it was the only time 503 01:50:09,600 --> 01:50:12,240 he had ever seen his grandmother's bare bottom. 504 01:50:13,720 --> 01:50:16,400 And just like that, it was the same with her 505 01:50:16,480 --> 01:50:19,080 as with the other people who died. 506 01:50:34,800 --> 01:50:38,360 The window was opened to let the soul out. 507 01:50:44,720 --> 01:50:46,800 The clocks were stopped. 508 01:50:51,280 --> 01:50:53,920 Stones against the evil eye. 509 01:50:56,440 --> 01:50:59,440 HERE I LIE AND MUST DECAY 510 01:51:04,040 --> 01:51:06,680 So that no flies crawl in. 511 01:51:18,760 --> 01:51:22,480 So the good Lord believes she was a believer. 512 01:51:31,920 --> 01:51:34,960 Twice a day, the village's woman of the dead came 513 01:51:35,040 --> 01:51:36,920 to wash the body. 514 01:51:37,480 --> 01:51:39,600 But because our woman of the dead 515 01:51:39,680 --> 01:51:43,600 had passed away two weeks earlier in childbirth, 516 01:51:43,680 --> 01:51:45,480 Trudi had to take over. 517 01:51:47,920 --> 01:51:52,280 Vinegar rags and nettles are placed on the face of the dead. 518 01:51:59,200 --> 01:52:02,200 I remember that at the end of the wake, 519 01:52:02,280 --> 01:52:05,200 her hands were full of welts. 520 01:52:16,760 --> 01:52:19,160 And lead us not into temptation 521 01:52:19,240 --> 01:52:21,840 But deliver us from evil 522 01:52:21,920 --> 01:52:26,000 For Thine is the kingdom, and the power, and the glory... 523 01:52:26,080 --> 01:52:27,520 We pray 524 01:52:28,400 --> 01:52:32,560 that she won't have to meet her mother again. 525 01:52:37,440 --> 01:52:41,360 Whenever I try to imagine her face, 526 01:52:42,200 --> 01:52:44,520 it's all a blur. 527 01:52:45,280 --> 01:52:47,880 As if I hadn't been able to memorize it, 528 01:52:48,440 --> 01:52:50,680 though I saw her so often. 529 01:52:55,120 --> 01:52:59,440 But I still remember exactly what her hands looked like. 530 01:53:10,440 --> 01:53:13,760 And the expression when she was dead. 531 01:53:16,960 --> 01:53:20,480 Maybe because she never looked like that in her life. 532 01:53:27,720 --> 01:53:29,760 She looked somehow astonished. 533 01:53:30,080 --> 01:53:34,760 Trudi said she looked like that because she realized she was dying. 534 01:53:35,360 --> 01:53:37,000 But to me, it looked like 535 01:53:37,360 --> 01:53:41,600 she was seeing something she had never expected. 536 01:53:43,000 --> 01:53:47,400 Hedda thinks she may be reborn in Africa. 537 01:53:47,480 --> 01:53:50,040 Father said, then as a fly. 538 01:53:50,120 --> 01:53:53,080 At least he never killed another one. 539 01:53:55,680 --> 01:53:57,000 Warm. 540 01:54:49,440 --> 01:54:53,640 Mom never talked about how her sister Erika died. 541 01:54:54,320 --> 01:54:56,200 I knew it anyway. 542 01:54:57,320 --> 01:54:59,480 Mom's uncle once told me. 543 01:55:00,040 --> 01:55:02,040 I got to meet him once. 544 01:55:02,120 --> 01:55:04,200 He visited us on the farm: 545 01:55:05,040 --> 01:55:07,160 Uncle Fritz with his wooden leg. 546 01:55:07,520 --> 01:55:10,440 Told me to knock on it. Brings good luck, he said. 547 01:55:32,040 --> 01:55:34,640 ATTENTION: INTRA-GERMAN BORDER 548 01:55:55,520 --> 01:55:57,760 Erika went into the river, 549 01:55:57,840 --> 01:56:00,480 like many women when the war was over. 550 01:56:02,040 --> 01:56:05,320 They had heard what happened to women in the other villages. 551 01:56:06,600 --> 01:56:10,040 They feared what might come more than they feared death. 552 01:56:13,200 --> 01:56:16,200 Mom gave Erika a pinky promise. 553 01:56:16,680 --> 01:56:18,480 But when she was underwater, 554 01:56:18,560 --> 01:56:21,600 the eels swam up and nipped at her. 555 01:56:23,160 --> 01:56:26,560 She wasn't the only one to come back out of the river. 556 01:56:27,000 --> 01:56:31,080 She was still ashamed of not having gone all the way. 557 01:56:33,120 --> 01:56:37,320 Sometimes I think Mom is still underwater with Erika. 558 01:56:59,520 --> 01:57:00,680 Lia! 559 01:57:05,880 --> 01:57:08,760 I remember Nelly wanting to come with us. 560 01:57:11,400 --> 01:57:14,840 I didn't allow it because I didn't want her there. 561 01:57:22,440 --> 01:57:26,160 I remember thinking that my life was in vain, 562 01:57:27,160 --> 01:57:29,560 because I hadn't taken strawberry like Kaya, 563 01:57:31,600 --> 01:57:33,120 but rather vanilla. 564 01:57:42,840 --> 01:57:44,920 I believe it was that summer 565 01:57:45,000 --> 01:57:47,440 I began to think: if I were someone else, 566 01:57:47,520 --> 01:57:49,560 I'd be happier. 567 01:57:50,640 --> 01:57:53,240 I was even jealous of the misfortune of others. 568 01:57:54,000 --> 01:57:56,520 Even that Kaya's mother had died. 569 01:58:00,760 --> 01:58:03,440 I wished something like that would happen to me 570 01:58:03,520 --> 01:58:05,280 so I could become like her. 571 01:58:11,160 --> 01:58:12,000 Today I think: 572 01:58:12,600 --> 01:58:16,000 If only I hadn't thought at that moment that my life was over 573 01:58:16,080 --> 01:58:19,560 just because I took vanilla and not strawberry. 574 01:58:31,400 --> 01:58:33,760 How did your mother actually die? 575 01:58:42,920 --> 01:58:44,320 Lung cancer. 576 01:58:55,200 --> 01:58:56,800 Why do you smoke, then? 577 01:58:59,280 --> 01:59:01,000 Everyone dies of something. 578 01:59:01,840 --> 01:59:02,960 You, too. 579 01:59:14,320 --> 01:59:15,840 Were you there 580 01:59:18,480 --> 01:59:20,120 when your mother died? 581 01:59:27,280 --> 01:59:28,840 Come on, let's go swimming. 582 01:59:35,440 --> 01:59:36,640 Come on! 583 01:59:44,840 --> 01:59:46,680 Maybe we'll drown! 584 02:02:12,400 --> 02:02:13,560 Kaya? 585 02:03:00,920 --> 02:03:04,040 If I want to lift my leg, I can do it. 586 02:03:04,720 --> 02:03:07,640 And if I want to lift my arm, I can lift it. 587 02:03:09,320 --> 02:03:12,720 But when I command my heart to stand still, 588 02:03:13,080 --> 02:03:14,600 then it doesn't. 589 02:03:15,720 --> 02:03:17,400 It just keeps on beating. 590 02:03:22,920 --> 02:03:25,480 Maybe I'm not deciding hard enough 591 02:03:27,280 --> 02:03:29,320 just in case it does obey. 592 02:03:32,480 --> 02:03:34,520 Would it stop beating now, 593 02:03:35,920 --> 02:03:38,480 if I really, really wanted it? 594 02:03:41,520 --> 02:03:42,520 Now. 595 02:03:50,000 --> 02:03:51,080 Now. 596 02:03:58,880 --> 02:03:59,880 Now. 597 02:04:13,400 --> 02:04:14,240 Now. 598 02:04:23,640 --> 02:04:26,440 When in reality you see everything upside down, 599 02:04:26,760 --> 02:04:29,600 maybe in reality everything is the other way around. 600 02:04:33,560 --> 02:04:35,840 Actually, you can then simply decide 601 02:04:35,920 --> 02:04:39,600 that what's bad is really good. 602 02:05:11,040 --> 02:05:14,360 After the solstice, Lia starts working as a maid on my farm. 603 02:05:22,840 --> 02:05:24,040 Good. 604 02:05:24,800 --> 02:05:26,840 Then it's a done deal. 605 02:05:31,280 --> 02:05:33,920 You take care of the women's business. 606 02:08:18,640 --> 02:08:19,960 I knew it: 607 02:08:20,520 --> 02:08:22,000 You're a chicken. 608 02:08:27,000 --> 02:08:30,720 - Come here! - Angelika, come here! Rainer! 609 02:08:30,800 --> 02:08:33,600 There! Stand still, stand still! 610 02:08:33,680 --> 02:08:35,080 That's good. 611 02:08:36,640 --> 02:08:39,080 Yes, that's good. Closer. 612 02:08:39,160 --> 02:08:40,680 Angelika, to the right. 613 02:08:40,760 --> 02:08:44,040 - Let's get together. - Rainer, suck in your gut. 614 02:08:44,560 --> 02:08:47,520 Now I'm curious about the miracle machine. 615 02:08:48,600 --> 02:08:51,240 - The miracle machine. - Unbelievable. 616 02:09:33,560 --> 02:09:35,640 What does the little birdie say? 617 02:09:50,680 --> 02:09:55,000 - And now you can see the photo? - Madness. Now just shake it? 618 02:09:55,080 --> 02:09:57,320 - Shake, shake. - Wait a minute. 619 02:09:57,400 --> 02:09:58,760 Now I'm curious. 620 02:09:58,840 --> 02:10:00,680 There's nothing to see yet. 621 02:10:05,360 --> 02:10:08,760 If anyone said that's possible, we would've called them crazy. 622 02:10:09,680 --> 02:10:11,840 But I look fat on it. 623 02:10:19,040 --> 02:10:21,880 But Angelika looks like a ghost. 624 02:10:24,560 --> 02:10:26,000 She's gone again. 625 02:10:26,960 --> 02:10:31,080 - But I'm not that fat. Look. - Of course you are. 626 02:10:31,160 --> 02:10:32,760 So, the camera is... 627 02:10:55,960 --> 02:10:57,880 We looked for her for weeks, 628 02:10:57,960 --> 02:10:59,640 but she was simply gone. 629 02:11:03,520 --> 02:11:07,760 At some point, they said she had swum across to West Germany. 630 02:11:09,200 --> 02:11:12,080 Not a word was spoken about her at home. 631 02:11:13,280 --> 02:11:14,960 I never saw her again. 632 02:11:16,760 --> 02:11:19,560 Sometimes I think she was just in my head, 633 02:11:19,640 --> 02:11:21,440 and never really existed. 634 02:11:26,720 --> 02:11:27,960 Angelika. 635 02:11:53,920 --> 02:11:57,520 I remember taking off my soaking wet T-shirt, 636 02:11:57,600 --> 02:12:00,040 because it was sticking to my body so much. 637 02:12:02,120 --> 02:12:04,200 Only later did I realize 638 02:12:04,280 --> 02:12:07,440 I was the only one running around topless and in panties. 639 02:12:12,720 --> 02:12:14,720 I remember the smell of wet grass. 640 02:12:16,440 --> 02:12:17,840 And this look 641 02:12:19,000 --> 02:12:20,920 from my parents' friend. 642 02:12:22,000 --> 02:12:24,000 I can't even remember his name. 643 02:12:26,960 --> 02:12:30,000 I know he realized I'd seen the look in his eyes. 644 02:12:32,280 --> 02:12:34,160 I can still feel myself blushing 645 02:12:34,800 --> 02:12:37,680 and would've loved to cross my arms in front of me. 646 02:12:38,000 --> 02:12:39,920 But that would've been too obvious. 647 02:12:42,840 --> 02:12:46,520 When I pretended not to notice his gaze, it was 648 02:12:47,040 --> 02:12:49,320 as if I was sharing a secret with him 649 02:12:49,400 --> 02:12:51,400 that I didn't want to share. 650 02:14:18,720 --> 02:14:19,720 Lia! 651 02:14:41,240 --> 02:14:43,640 It rained a lot that summer. 652 02:14:44,040 --> 02:14:46,280 We lost an entire harvest. 653 02:14:49,680 --> 02:14:51,400 The neighboring farmer 654 02:14:51,480 --> 02:14:54,400 reimbursed us for half of the lost grain. 655 02:14:55,560 --> 02:14:58,360 In return, he asked Lia to be his maid. 656 02:14:58,440 --> 02:15:02,480 After the solstice, she left us and went to him. 657 02:15:04,840 --> 02:15:09,000 Before that, she had to see Elli, just like Trudi back then. 658 02:15:09,920 --> 02:15:12,680 She couldn't start working for him for three weeks 659 02:15:12,760 --> 02:15:14,960 because she almost bled to death. 660 02:15:21,040 --> 02:15:25,440 Later, they asked me what had happened to Lia in the field. 661 02:15:25,520 --> 02:15:28,480 I said: a work accident. 662 02:17:13,559 --> 02:17:16,000 50, 49... 663 02:18:08,360 --> 02:18:11,440 When I try to remember that one summer, 664 02:18:12,240 --> 02:18:15,360 I always wonder what Nelly saw last. 665 02:18:16,959 --> 02:18:19,840 And whether I should've noticed anything. 666 02:18:24,200 --> 02:18:27,280 I think Nelly was playing "War" with the other children. 667 02:18:27,879 --> 02:18:29,480 They sat by the fire, 668 02:18:29,920 --> 02:18:32,840 pretending to eat rats and frogs' legs. 669 02:18:43,200 --> 02:18:45,840 But I only remember this girl 670 02:18:48,440 --> 02:18:50,799 that I met at the river. 671 02:18:54,480 --> 02:18:56,360 I think her name was Kaya. 672 02:19:11,600 --> 02:19:13,600 We listened to one song all summer, 673 02:19:15,080 --> 02:19:17,120 her mother's favorite. 674 02:19:48,920 --> 02:19:50,400 Want a popsicle? 675 02:19:56,280 --> 02:19:57,920 Strawberry or vanilla? 676 02:19:58,000 --> 02:19:59,040 Strawberry. 677 02:19:59,880 --> 02:20:01,040 Here you go. 678 02:20:02,440 --> 02:20:05,080 - And you? Vanilla, as always? - I'll take strawberry. 679 02:20:07,680 --> 02:20:08,880 Strawberry. 680 02:20:09,280 --> 02:20:10,440 Thanks. 681 02:20:12,360 --> 02:20:14,040 I want strawberry, too. 682 02:20:15,520 --> 02:20:18,520 Oh, man, sorry, sweetie. Only vanilla's left. 683 02:20:19,200 --> 02:20:20,600 We can swap. 684 02:20:45,880 --> 02:20:46,760 You're it! 685 02:28:19,920 --> 02:28:23,920 Subtitle Copyright: Way Film GmbH Translation: Matthew Way